Your topic is as beautiful as it is a bit complicated. The first three months of 2025 have passed in a flash—it feels like the new year began that day. Before the start of the year, there were many hopes, many plans. I thought, maybe this time I will rebuild myself, achieve something. With that goal in mind, I made a big decision in life on the very last day of 2024—I left my old job and started a new journey. Moving away from home, leaving my family, and moving to a new place alone at the beginning of the year—it was not easy.
Where I used to spend time hanging out with friends, watching movies, listening to new songs, or scrolling through YouTube videos, now I don't have those at all. The routine is completely different now. Waking up in the morning, taking a shower, and going to work, then returning home in the evening. At the end of the day, spending the night in a small room with my loneliness—this is the picture I have now.
However, in this monotonous phase of life, I have had some new experiences, which have changed me. Earlier I did not have the courage to speak in front of people, but now I stand and speak in front of 60-70 people every day. Those to whom I was a complete stranger before, today they call me “Sir”. This respect, this feeling is really different..
Mobile, internet, social media or old art ideas may have disappeared from my life, but another door in life has opened—the door of self-reliance, confidence and new experiences. It is true that it is difficult, but I have peace in my mind that I am moving towards my goal.
And finally, I have to say—God has kept me well, everything seems to be moving forward beautifully according to His will. So I am grateful to Him. I do not know how the year will go, but the first quarter taught me—life is not only about the joy of receiving, but also the courage to change.
With God all things are possible and that is why we must never give up on anything we are doing. This year started good with most people and I pray it end good for us all as well