It is a pleasure to greet you. It's not that I'm gone, it's just that I'm fluttering around like butterflies.
Because of my age, I have many limitations. And I hardly ever leave the house alone, because my son thinks he should accompany me.
Sometimes I get bored of just writing about my plants and wait a while to write about them again.
So when you don't see me, I'm just hanging around hehe.

They did not accept your help, and it is not known why. I hope they are doing better wherever they are now.